-Hello world.
I know I usually don't talk about love and other silly topics but , I have quite the love life, don't you know? *Sarcasm.
Well, honestly I guess it's just my opinion that right now the last thing I need on my mind is, a guy. I'm stressed enough about what other chicks think, why should I throw a guy in there? I already do, and I hate that, but it's true. *Honesty.
Well, this guy, he's really cute... Wow, I really feel pathetic just talking about this.
Whatever, we've been friends for a long time... A really long time. & He's funny, and smart, and nice. And cute? I'm sorry I already mentioned that..
Anyway, he ended up asking my friend out and since she said yes, we haven't spoken, at all.
It's like he just completely wiped me out of his memory or something. We'll pass in the hall at school, and he'll keep walking. I'd feel terrible if I tried to talk to him and he still ignored me, but damn.
I know he was interested in me before her. So, it's not like I was picking up on the wrong signals or, something. But when I'm into a guy, I kindof close myself off... I'll talk to them, I mean, if they talk to me first. I don't want to be that chick whose always blowing up his phone and oh, so desperate. All over him.
I hate when a guy won't let me breath, so why be that way with him? Don't they like space?
Well, his girlfriend is, well,
everything I'm not:
Her: Me:
- Hair- Dark, Blonde
- Skin tone- Super Tan, Pale
- Height- like 5' 3, 4'11. (let's say, 5. ;)
- Personality- Extremely bubbly, happy, all, of, the, time., Me? Depressed.
- Friends- The people who, hate, me... :)
Did I metion she can dance? I think she does gymnastics...
-I've never done anything outside of school. & I'm a total klutz.
We're complete and total opposites. But she's nice, and I could sit here and diss her all day but, that would only be because she's got the guy I'd kill for. And that's wrong, and bitchy, and I should be happy for them. The
both of them.
He's my friend. At least I thought so...
but I love him. *_____
Anyway, tomorrow's my first apt with my new shrink. Wish me luck my blogging friends.
Quote-
Song-
Who are you when I'm not lookin'- Blake Shelton
My Mission?-
To be completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy.
-Pride and prejudice
-Grace
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