Do you ever feel like jumping out of the car in the middle of the highway, or just running away?
Leaving it all behind... Without ever looking back...
If you could just dissappear...
Forever.
But, why don't I? Why don't I jump out of the car? Dissappear... Whenever I get close to just, snapping, something inside, just holds me back.
It's like this piece of me, when the rest is shattered and about to crash, that peice, it keeps it together. It keeps me together.
I sound crazy, don't I? Depression and teenagers aren't a great pair, but it's not like I necessarily have a choice in the ladder. I want so bad to be, happy.
I want to be able to say, "I am happy." And really mean it.
-I should take this guys advice... ;)
Quote-
"No one said it'd be easy, they just said it'd be worth it."
Song-
Forever and ever amen- Randy Travis
Signing off...
-Grace