Sunday, October 30, 2011

Day 74- The millionth post about Halloween.

Hello!

So it seems that almost every blogger in the whole wide world has already beat me to posting about the great holiday. Can you guess?

HALLOWEEN!

Ding, Ding! You're definatley a winner. ;) I personally LOVE Halloween. It's only the most wonderful time of the year! Free candy for the little ones, (and some for those who refuse to give up the all American right to Trick'r Treat, Kudos to y'all!) Wild partying for the legal drinkers and some for the lucky illegals... ;) But for all,

Happy Halloween!



Quote-

Song-
Die young- Band Perry




-Grace


Saturday, October 29, 2011

Day 73- New boots!


Hello!

I went to Ross today and got new boots! They're so freakin' cute! Man, I feel like such a chic, but they're just so dang cute! And they add like 3 inches to my height... Heck yeah! ;)

Whatcha' think?


I love em'. (;


Quote-



Song-
Boulevard of broken dreams- Greenday




-Grace


Friday, October 28, 2011

Day 72- Some of myself.


I wrote this a while back, just thought I'd share with you guys. ;)


Her world seemed to shake as she hit the ground. Her long locks covered her porcelain face like a black veil. She could smell the crumbling pavement which pressed against her nose.

“You think I’m stupid, eh?” He tormented.

She struggled to pick her tattered and broken body off of the cold pavement.

On her knees, he thrusted his foot against her back once more. Pushing her, down, down. “I should’ve finished that William when I had the chance.” He spat into her ear.

“William is more of a man than you could ever be.” She whispered, swallowing the blood. He paused.

She bit her plum stained lips to keep from showing her pain. He yanked at her shoulders and rolled her weak body on its back. He stared into her charming violet eyes, such a bewitching rarity. Her perfect complexion. But he caught his self, just in time, before it was too late. He mustn’t be entranced now. He’d gotten so far.

“You stupid, stupid girl.” He bashed her rosy cheek. She felt as if a thousand knives pierced her cheek bones, she could feel the blood, rushing, filling her throat, which was beginning to occlude.

She strained to breath. But the blood only kept filling her airways. “Shut up!” He cursed. But she was drowning in her own body.

He stood up and backed away. He didn’t want her life on his hands, He only wanted her to suffer.”Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!” He pulled at his slick, jet black hair.

She continued to suffocate, her mind went blank. Her thoughts bare, no more. A peace came upon her. She suddenly, refrained from holding on to her life. She was beginning to let go. She was beginning to surrender her soul, to die in anguish, agony. With not even a scintillation of joy in her heart… Or so, what was left of it.

A sudden, William came up from behind the evil man. But afore he could turn around, William clenched his hands around his straining neck… His grip only getting tighter, and tighter, until he struggled, no more.

He threw his lifeless body against the pavement, and rushed toward the woman, laying there, dying.

He leaned over her colorless corpse. Once. Twice. He continued to slam his fist, but no sign of life, to resurface. He didn’t want to give up all hope, but the thought still lurked in his clouded mind. He wrapped his strong arms around her cold body. And started to rock her, tears beginning to fall from his hardened eyes. His heart of anger was softened by the pain of the sorrow. Softened so, he could feel it, beginning to tear.

But when all hope was on the verge of extinction, all faith scattered, She began to awaken.

A cough, primitively. But he refrained from his rocking. He thought he was dreaming, only hallucinating. But what he heard was no delusion. Struck in misbelief…

Her dazzling eyes began to unfold.

“Will?” She beckoned as she lay her small cold hand gently, across his cheek.

He couldn’t postulate what he was witnessing… Was it a miracle that he had only heard about in church growing up as a little boy? But he wanted to believe… He must. His love who he thought was gone forever was returning to him, not just her body but, her soul, laying in his shaky arms.

He reached up to his face and held her hand, so soft, so weak. He leaned into kiss her blue lips, slowly, and gently. But it was more than just a kiss, t’was a beginning of something that was much stronger than love. But was the beginning of real love. Not lust, nor like, or something only mistaken for love… But real love.

I dont have a title... Any suggestions?
No pic/quote today...
Over and out...

-Grace


Thursday, October 27, 2011

Day 71- Needles.


Neadles? N(eeh)dles... Need-a-ls? However you spell it, They were still jabbed into my arm ruthlessly and yanked out just about as hard. So, how was your day? ;)

-Doctor's today. Yay! Right? I just, love them, so, much. Really, all 50 of em'. (I get a different one everytime I go.) They keep you waiting for hours on end, then they measure your height WRONG, usually sating that you're 3 inches shorter than the last time.

I'm 5 ft! Okay? I don't care what you say, just cause you have a M.D. Shmimzy it doesn't mean you get to change people's height! I'm not 4'9.
If that's true, then I'd still be in a boosterseat. Or a carseat. Or whatever.

Can you see me pulling up in the drive-thru... In a BOOSTER seat. I don't need a boost! That's what heels are for, right?

;)

Instead of the usual "Pic of the day", I added these few funnies...




I love fortune cookies! Wait... So, you're NOT supposed to eat them?
;);)



Quote-
"It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yeaterday is the hope of today, and the reality of tomorrow."
-Robert H. Goddard

Song-
Black roses red- Alana Grace





-Grace

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Day 70- Unpretintous mess.

41 to 50 points: Others see you as fresh, charming, and practical; someone who is popular, but composed and unpretentious. They also see you as considerate and understanding; always there for your friends.

Hello!

That was my result on an online personality quiz. Accurate? Eh, pretty much. I scored a 48, so yeah.

Fresh, charming, practical, Practical, yes... But I don't know about the rest... But that's probably where the unpretintous comes in. Dang, it's good. I'm just so afraid of being concieted, I really don't want to say, "Yeah, I'm popular."
Or, "I 'm pretty." Or even, "Charming". I don't know. I- I hate it, but it's how I am. And I guess I'd rather be over-worried about being concieted that over-concieted, or even concieted at all.

Ugh. I'm really starting to wear myself out. I'm thinking ALL the time, and when I'm not thinking, well, I'm never not thinking. But that's normal... Right?


Quote-
"Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing theirself."
-Unknown


Song-
Bubbly- Colbie Caillat



-Grace









Tuesday, October 25, 2011

69- I know that you'll catch me, but I'm already falling.

I said I want to touch the earth, I want to break it in my hands. I wanna grow something wild and unruly. I wanna sleep on the hard ground in the comfort of your arms on a pillow of bluebonnets in a blanket made of stars.
Dixie Chicks
(Cowboy take me away)

So today went by pretty fast. Which was good, but not fast enough. I don't think school can go by fast enough. But all I can do is take it one day at a time, right?
And pray that it goes by faster? ;)

So I know in the last post, I was talking about that guy... I think I'm gonna go for it. Just a little bit. So at least I'm putting it out there, and he can do with it what he wants. Right?
I mean, It's like I'm tossing the ball in his court.
But I mean, at least I'm not givin' up... Right?









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Song-
Cowboy take me away- Dixie chicks





-Grace



Monday, October 24, 2011

Day 68- Back where I began.


Well hello there. ;)

So I think I'm starting to fall for this guy again... He broke up with his girlfriend, so I mean, he's free, right? But I don't know. There's so many other chicks that are interested, why would I stand out?

Besides, we're really good friends. And I wouldn't want to ruin that, right?

Right?

Oh hell. Screw this. I like the guy! What's wrong with that? *Sorry, I'm not trying to blow on you, just venting a little. ;) I can like him, right? There's nothing wrong with that... Right?

The reason I'm so hesitant about him, is because he dated one of my (kinda close) friends... and we had this thing a while back, anyway, we've just been friends, you know? I don't know, usually when I want something, and then I get it, I start to get bored... Like I don't want it anymore. It's terrible, I know.

But how do I change that?



Quote-
"Love and lust are two different things. One lasts a little while.
The other, forever."

Song-
It's begining to look a lot like Christmas...
(Sorry, have you went outside lately? ;)







-Grace

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Day 67- "The splendor in the grass..."

Morning.

Yesterday was homecoming... And today, I'm pretty worn out. It's only 9:00 (A.M.). Is that bad?

Oh well. I'm thinking about going to see a movie today with a friend or something. I gotta get out of the house more than once a week, right? ;)

I'm thinking about FOOTLOOSE. It's some movie about a guy that goes to a town and trys to bring the music back or something. It sounds cool. I'd personaly rather, like a suspense, thriller, horror type of movie. I just love love love suspense. You know? Just the word... SUSPENSE. It just sounds, cool. All mysterious, sounding... Whoops. I'm sounding pretty crazy, aren't I? ;)

Well, I'm just gonna take this day with one step and one breath at a time... After all, that's all we can do, right?



What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind.<

-Splendor in the Grass by William Wordsworth

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Song-





-Grace

Day 66- If it's too good to be true, it probably is.


Helllllo!

So homecoming was today. I had to walk a football player onto the field. It was fun. :) Crazy, but fun.

I didn't really stay for the game, I just went home. I'm not much of a social butterfly, I guess you can say. ;) But it was still really fun. I didn't go to the dance afterward either...

So I stayed home and watched horror movies until I couldn't stop from falling a sleep. In my opinion, I think that's pretty fun. Right? ;) Wow, I am soo bad.

Anyways. "That's all I have to say about that." -(Forest Gump)




Quote-
"It's never to late, to be what you might have been."
-George Elliot


Song-
Glitter in the air- Pink







-Grace


Friday, October 21, 2011

65- Wing it.


Hello!

So after a craaaaaaaaaazy day... I'm pretty worn out. :\ But tomorrow's gonna probably be even crazier!

So I have to walk a football player down the field in the morning, before the game, then I have to go to the dance with him. Then, I have to figure out how to get to the game, back, the dance, and back. UGH.

Why must I procrastinate so? ;)

Well, I'm gonna go. I guess I'll just wing it all, and blog about it tomorrow. Wish emwa luck. ;)




Quote-
"Just, be happy."

Song-
The happy song.
It doesn't exist? Well, it should. Make it up. :)




-Grace

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Day 61/62/63/64- I'll take my sanity, you'll take the fame.

Wow. I have been seriously bad at blogging. Is 4 days the longest I've gone? :{

Well, Homecoming's Saturday... Just 2 more days... Hmm... ;) I'm pretty excited, (I'm going with a super hot football player, don't you know? ;) But you see, I've been on these new meds or whatever and my allergies are pretty bad too, so I'm like super screwed up right now. I feel like my insides are being poured into a blender. Yikes.

And I highly doubt that I'll be feeling any better tomorrow. But the thought of going to school feeling like this, makes me want to cry.

But I don't know, I want to talk to him tomorrow to make sure we're still going... And if I'm not there, will he think I'm not going to the dance either?
Bleh.

Oh well, I'm just gonna go wallow in my pajama pants and watch some Ghost Whisperer re-runs. Sounds like fun to meh. ;)



Quote-
"It doesn't matter who you've been with, it's who you end up with."


Song-
Arms- Christina Perry




-Grace


Sunday, October 16, 2011

Day 59/60- Hecticity? ;)

Hey guys!

So the haunted maze I went to Friday...

WAS AWESOME!

Yeah, it was alright. ;) Well, I went with two friends, and I ended up actually going through the maze with one. (K chickened out). ;) But she made it really far in the line, so I gotta give that one to her.

But B and I went through. I don't get scared easily... But B likes getting scared, so we both had a lot of fun. I fell like five times and she took off, but it was still, fun. :) It was the usual, creepy guys in masks jumping out of the corn and knocking you over, getting super close, holding chain saws, the occasional screams from over the corn field, fog (As if it's not already hard enough to see with it being 10:00 at night and no flashlights allowed...), Strobe lights, no lights, long runs through dark tents, and so on, and so on... So freaking fun! I loved it.


I will definitely go back...

So yesterday, after what seems like 3 hours of sleep after the maze from the night before, I had to get up at 7 A.M. and go sing the national anthem with my chorus group at the 9:00 football game. Bleh.

Then after that, we stopped by McDonald's for a Sausage McGriddle (I L-O-V-E those things.) Then we rushed home to do a 5 minute cleaning check, before a few of my long lost families came over. The visited, all day. Once again, Bleh. I hate family gatherings, I know, I'm terrible.

But hey, I made it. Right? I did it! I'm alive. Hectic weekends lead to relaxing Sundays. Right? ;)

Sometimes.




Quote-
Song-

Perfect- Pink






Be strong. Live strong. Love weak.






-Grace





Friday, October 14, 2011

Day 58- Haunted maze?

Hola all!

So I know I've been ranting about wanting to go to a haunted, something, since Halloween's coming up. You guys know how much I LOVE LOVE LOVE haunted houses... So this year I'm gonna try a haunted maze. Sounds awesome, right? ;)

Well, Me and some friends are gonna go tonight. And I'm uuber excited! I love scary things! I'm such a bright person, aren't I? ;)

Well, I gotta go.



-Grace


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Day 56/57- All things beautiful. ♥


So, I've been checking out some blogs on makeup and fashion... I've always loved messing around with makeup and trying new techniques and such. But I guess I just thought I was over doing it all... But I think I'm gonna start it up again. Maybe I'll post some clips and tutorials. If I'm at all successful... ;)

Makeup? Anyone? ;)




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Song-
My brightside- Killers








-Grace

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Day 55- Their ways are set in stone: Unchangable.

Dear youandeveryoneelsewhofeelsthesame,

Why is it that, when something is different, too different, you suddenly feel the need to tell, no, scream, your opinion to all those who don't want to hear? Maybe they know. Maybe they're not stupid, and actually know everything that you've got to say.
But they don't want to hear it.
I don't want to hear it.
I'm sick of your voice, what you think. I don't really give a damn. So let me live my own life, the way I want to, with whom I want to. the way I've been and will continue to do so, Screwing everything you've said.
Because, You're not the one living my life. So, screw you.

Sincer- No, from:






-Grace

Monday, October 10, 2011

Day 52/53/54- Mission accomplished.


Hello!

So rememer that guy that I've been working on to ask me to homecoming? Well, he finally came around. ;) I have to admit, one of my friends helped get em' to ask me, and we both screamed like little girls. I was really excited. I'm still trying to hold it back before I jump through the computer and give you all a hug! ;)

Anyways,
I'm gonna go.




Quote-
"To do is to be."
-Platon

Song-
Far away- Nickelback




-Grace

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Page 51- Have a nice trip, see you next FALL. ;)

Well, hello there.

Well, the game was fun last night. I mean, our team sucks, but it was still fun. :) (I admit though, I ended up leaving like an hour into the game... It seemed like every time we gained a point, the other team gained like 20.

But anyway. I went the Fall festival today. It was fun. But, our town is like, super, small. So it's only like one street long. ;) Kinda funny. Especially when you know almost every person there, somehow.

Short post today. Back tomorrow.




Our big ol' pumpkin, ;)(And some pretty leaves I found).


Quote-
"Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me."
-Unknown

Song-
Let the bodies hit the floor- Drowning pool.
Hah! I love it! ;D




-Grace





Friday, October 7, 2011

Day 50- "Futbol Americano"

Hello viewers.

(Cause, there's, just, so, many? ;)

Remember that guy I was talking about in my last post, ("Joe") Not his real name, but it'll do. ;) So I actually got around to talking to him today... ! :D

You see, we don't really talk, that much. So this was nice. Which is wierd but we don't have any real classes with eachother... So, yeah. But I have no problem talking to other guys. I just get so nervous with him, well, not nervous, but more, heartracingbutterflybellyandeverythiongelse, kind of thing.

It's not that bad, but I do really like him! ;) Wish em' me luck.

Oh,
Football game tonight! Me and my awesome bro are going. Super excited. Did I mention the guy might be there? ;););)

Anyways, gonna finish watchin' George Lopez and then I'll start getting ready.

Audios muchachos. (Or muchachas?)




Quote-
"Often the hardest person to forgive, is yourself."


Song-
The lonely -Christina Perry







-Grace

 

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Day 49- Homecoming.

Hello!

It's me again. So my school's homecoming game+dance is in two weeks...
And I really want to go! Which is fine, except, there's this guy who I really really really want to ask me. I know, I could go solo, which is fine,
but, I want to go with him.

He's so cool! Let's call him Joe. (Not a very appealing name, but I don't really want to use his real name, and I suck at making up names.) Joe is really, really cool. And he's super cute! Did I mention he has a goatee? In a hot teenage guy kindof way, of course. ;)

But I had told one of my friends about how I thought Joe was cute and how I was interested, (My friend is a football player, and so is Joe, so they're kindof friends, too.) My friend told me he liked me, too.

But it's been two days since my friend talked to him. And my friend really seems to think that he likes me anyway, but Joe and I...

Don't, really, talk?

I mean, I don't have any real classes with him, so, who knows, you know? But I'm going to at least hint about Homecoming, and maybe then he'll be able to take it from there... If he wants too, right? ;)
Oh well, Going to bed soon. -Exhausted








Quote-

-Unknown

Song-
Fall for you- Secondhand Serenade



-Grace





-Grace






Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Day 48- Grace's day off. Woohoo. ;)

I missed my ride to school today... So Instead of finding another one, I decided to just stay home. -I guess that's one of the very few advantages of not having your licence yet. So I ended up spending the majority of my day doing, nothing! Yes, it was great. Amazing.

But I still have to go tomorrow. Ugh. How many more years of this? ;)





Picture + Quote

Song-
Irresponsible- Michael Buble






-Grace






Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Day 47- Salted, Caramel &Mocha Frapp...


Say that five times fast. ;)
It's this new coffee at Starbucks. And may I say... It's Ah-Mazing. I highly recomend it. ;)



Starbuck's Salted Caramel Mocha Frappacinco-


GRACE's Awesomness, GUARANTEED.



Anyhoo. Today, on my scale of how my day was... Was probably a... 6 &1/2? Good, but not great... Make sense? It was good until I had to go to chrous... UGH! Shoot me. An hour of nothing but girls and their oh-so high pitched voices is enough to make me beg for a blow to the head.

It's that bad.

I've been trying to drop out, but so far I've been unsuccessful.

There's this guy that I really like, but every time I go to talk to him... Another guy comes up to me! It really sucks... I'm flattered but at the same time it's frustrating. :\ You know?

Wellll, I'ma log out. Adios amigos.







Picture + Quote

Song-
Under and over it- Five finger death punch
(My band! ;)








"Go and have a good day. Screw all the things that are holding you back and whatever hell you're going through. This is YOUR life. Only YOU can live it.
Embrace that."
-Grace's "personal" quote of the day. ;)










-Grace

Monday, October 3, 2011

Day 46- Pumpkins, and costumes, and sweaters, oh my!

Hello, blogging world.

Fall is near! I usually hate the people who are all festive and over excited about seasons changing and whatever, (My sister, made over. ;) Bt since this year's almost over, I think I should make the best of what's left of it, right?

So, to keep things possitive, I'll make a list of all the things I love about FALL.
Here's another one of my possitive list making techniques.

What I love about FALL (Autumn ;)

  • Leaves!
I love all the different colors of the leaves on the trees... Reds, oranges, 'n yellows...It's like, living in a Picasso painting, you know?

  • Long sleeves, turtle necks, and sweaters!
I happen to have a lot of really cute sweaters, (long sleeve shirts in general). And you just can't wear them in the summer. But as winter approaches, bring em' out! ;)

  • Trick or treat!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE Halloween! It's my favorite holiday!And I don't like a lot of holidays... ;) (Bah-humbug, I know.) All the different costumes and Haunted houses (Can't wait!), they're just so much fun!


Well, that's all I have time for right now...


Happy Fall! ;)



Quote-

Song-
Clocks- Coldplay



  NOTE 
I haven't been updating the MISSIONS page lately, but I promise I will either tomorrow or Wednesday. Have a very merry day! ;)











                                                                           


 



-Grace



Saturday, October 1, 2011

Day 43/44/45- Issues, Issues, Read all about it!

. I know my last post was pretty desperate... Re reading it... Yes, yes it was pretty bad.
(Kindof kicking myself right now...)

But I think I'm back together now... Maybe I wouldn't sound so crazy if I actually explained myself sometimes... But I'd rather just forget about it.

New post, New day... I can change it now. Right?

Well, I skipped chorus last tuesday. And I had thought that if you missed it, you're out.. So I was completley ready to get kicked out. (I hate it, it's arguably the worst.)
So I walked in Wednesday, you know, kindof waiting for her tell me she'd just kecked me out, she never called me up. So I asked some chicks that were in there with me, and that's when I realized, no one noticed I wasn't there! Ouch! Right? D:

So if I'm gonna drop out, I'm gonna have to do something else. Creative thinking's easy when you don't really need it... But so, damn, hard when you do.

Wish me lots of luck.





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Song-
Never gonna be alone- Nickel back









-Grace